No, because, obviously I made it, everyone’s believing the story that I built by faking, except myself. I never allowed my true self to be seen
Edit: I’m arguing here, because I need to understand that I made it, I need to speak it, voice it and dare to let my true self be seen since I obviously made it. Get it? If I never hear that I made it, I’ll doubt forever that I made it
I have a job, but who talks to a depressed looking person? And when I’m using my fake happy-mask, there’s not much real connection going to be be built.
Worse with forcing myself to be in a place where I don’t even have a purpose that I can focus on to distract myself from my despair (and shame).
Thankyou for the response.
Thankyou. Simple and practical answer
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Why is it not okay for the world if I want to be a part of it as well?? Why am I not allowed to … also be?? I’m acceptable as in Ya know, you're awesome, but please just stay "over there", don't sit or come too close to me yeah, okay? Thankyou 😬
Or am I just fooling myself with this???
Maybe with
Well then please give me the chance to doubt you, please allow me to doubt you, … for three months. To learn through your consistency that I’m in a different world now! Please. I need it ❤️
It’s a tough question, honestly… I don’t know how to answer it actually 😭
shit’s too real
If I doubted them, that behavior is unacceptable to me. Like, right a couple of hours ago - I thought how could I doubt them, what kind of … who’d do such an “evil” thing?! maybe they do have my trust already, otherwise I wouldn’t try to process my trauma with them 🙈 I can’t stand myself causing even the littlest annoyance in anyone’s world
Thankyou for saying this ❤️ that brought tears to my eyes
Well I’m causing a lot of grief by trying to heal and struggling through the emotional&mental confusion I have from past things, and I’m hurting them because I’m doubting them, and it feels so horrible to me to experience myself that way so that I think/feel How dare you u/TheLemming, that you don't trust those exact people that already invested so much effort into you!?!! How Dare You!!
Please tag me when answering to this, thankyou
I think there’s a misunderstanding. What you’re talking about OP is the interface, what the others are talking about is the location. You’re not talking about the same thing, hence you’re not understanding them.
Both sides are use the term offline/online, tho its meaning is not looks but instead location
Yes, but not the other way around
No if you ask for the why enough it all boils down to selfhatred
Thanks :)
For me, I follow several artists and it gives updates on when they uploaded a new album etc etc And I follow my siblings and could see what they’re listening to, live, if I activated the sidebar but I’m just here to listen to music
As are christmas presents sometimes
When was the last time you heard of someone buying a bible?
Didn’t know that. TIL, thanks
Edit: how do you say it? “I can’t see the forest because of all the trees”? That would be the literal word by word translation coming from german
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